I'm just a girl in this wide world trying to find my place. A lot of this journey is about overcoming my issues, but I post about a wide variety of things.
Come sit down for awhile, keep me company, I'm sure we can find something to keep us entertained.
Taurus: Hell hound
Hell hound? I mean I fight like one so...
And I’m chilling on the couch with my man. So what have I been up to?
Well after my lovely bush walk the other week, I got sick. I woke up the following morning with a sore throat and feeling shit. Things progressed to include all the mucus and a cough.
The cough wouldn’t subside and I have had 4 days off work because I was coughing so much that I was annoying everyone. I went to the dr on Tuesday and got the usual. It’s viral, rest and it will get better.
So on Thursday when things were only getting worse and the lack of sleep was kicking my ass I final got some antibiotics. When your dr tells you that you don’t look well, you know you are shit. Coughing up blood and losing your voice were all deal breakers for me.
So my antibiotics are starting to work. My voice is less squeaky and less like a mobile dropping in and out.
So in other news, I’ve been doing nothing other than attempting to get well. I need to get back to work.
I’m busy watching people complete exam questions. Such a joyous thing to do.
I’ve written the bones of a new policy I want to have implemented. And I’ve also been entertaining one of the applicants kids. She is so cute I’m over the fact that they have their kid with them in the first place.
Can I have lots of cash to buy a new house and allow me to do what I’ve always wanted. Not have to stress about money and those I love.
Dear ex boyfriend
I really wish that you had never come into my life. You treated me like less than a person. I think this was more about you and your level of self esteem. You are not a good person and I didn’t deserve to be treated as less of a person. To be placed into situations of fear and denegration.
One thing you did show me, is how I will never be treated again. And to show me that not all people are like you. I now know what true love and respect are. So I guess for that I am thankful.
Dear anyone….. I’m going to make this to everyone
I am not always who I seem. Some people think that I’m aloof. It’s more that until I am comfortable, I am more reserved with providing input or comment. I don’t want to make stupid comments.
When you get to know me, you’ll realise I’m happy to say what I’m thinking. And I’ll talk when I’m relaxed. I’m more of a small group person than crowds.
Those that get to know me I feel are special to me. I am protective and loyal.
I don’t care if you don’t like me. Your opinion of me is just that, yours. It doesn’t define me and I will not let it.
Dear past me,
I wish that you could have enjoyed who you were then. I see pictures now and that smile, you were so genuinely happy. I know you are getting back there, but wish there wasn’t a reason why you had to come back.
So much has happened that has made you a stronger person. But you need to believe in yourself and not let the opinions of others dictate who you are.
You are much more than that. And you need to always believe that. Life will be better. And there will be people around you that will make you a better person.